see!! my blog had covered by dust!! I didn't update for so long, sorry spim and meggy :D

Imma, fat dy, lazy dy, emo dy, ugly dy busy dy omg!!
This sem, my study performance was drop. I'm kinda sad. So, I need to try hard more and more. But it is so suffer for me because i'm lazy enough xD Don't blame me :(

I realize that many people are changed. Maybe all of them are changed include me. The main point is, I will treat you as how you treat me are. I'm emotional. So sometime really kesian my boy. Cause I always angry him. Haiz.

Today topic, you believe? if you love enough someone, you will try hard to maintain the relationship even it is so suffer for you? I believe love needs to manage properly.
Many people think that they are pay many in the relationship, so they feel suffer, thus, they find reason to walk away to escape from the suffering. Izit right? I saw a girl's blog. Her blog always say about her relationship problem. She always said that the boy is taking behalf on her because the boy is not love her, just wanna find a girl too accompany him. Finally, she said she was get hurt seriously after the relationship is over and she said that she wont trust any boy anymore. But then, in one month time, she in love again. This time she said she know what is real love. In the end, she get hurt again and said that wont believe any guys again. Repeat and repeat. Until now, she is in love with another guy one month dy. Izit the girl need to blame every guy? Why don't she blame herself for not wear the specs when evaluate a guy? Human's nature. Including me. I also will blame people first when the things was happen. So, find a person that is really love you enough if you do not want to get hurt. The person who really love you will try to maintain. Of course you also will.

Recently, I feel difficulty in my life. Dont know why, how much I study doesn't mean that I can get the return. Songs that describe my mood: