A quarrel night

Yesterday quarrel with him. A sad night for me. I noe its my wrong. Sorry my dear, for not take care myself carefully. I always let him get into a tension feeling. He scare, he worry, i still keep make things become dangerous.

Dear, you are best.
We dont keep get into sad situation, can?

Today, 25 August 2010. HE exam had done =)
Its quite easy as i expect. Yes!!
I think i can make it.
After exam, i met with my dear.
Almost a week din meet with him.
I miss him badly.
Then he give me a big hug, ok!! I feel my heart recover and warm already.♥
We went to JUSCO for lunch. =)
Then we saw ah Foo, Mr. lonely. XP

My dear.
He is worry me.
Till argue.
Actually Im hurt when saw those word in my inbox.
At the moment, I angry and dont wanna talk anymore.
I wanna cool down myself, if not I sure will quarrel with him.
After that I told him I wanna sleep but not, I on his blog and my facebook.
Then I post something that I dont know should vent to where and should tell who.
Then he suddenly sms me.
I know he 100% saw my post.
So Im waiting what he wanna to talk.
Cause I feel scare, I dont want start that quarrel again.
Cause 3 months is near.
I scare he say he is tired and he wanna let me go.
And suddenly, Wei Sheng and Meggy sms me.
They ask what happen with me and him.
Suddenly, I remember what i had told Wei Sheng and Tzee Aii before.
Dont simply let it go.
Yes.
Dont simply let it go.
Not so easy to have a second chance of happiness.
I still love him badly, why i wanna let him go.
Sometimes I should selfish.
Dear, forgive for my selfish.